I have some personal news to share, and for weeks, I’ve been trying to summon the courage to write these words.
Christian and I are separating.
I use that word because “divorce” still gets stuck in my throat when I speak it. It feels foreign to my fingers when they attempt to type the letters.
But there’s no easy way to say it. No way to wrap it in a tidy bow and make it feel less jarring than it is.
This is not a category I ever planned to fit into. That label was for faraway people whose lives looked nothing like mine.
And yet, here I am.
We have chosen this. Both of us. Consciously. With full awareness of the weight of it.
The decision was mutual.
We’ve been married for nineteen years. We have built homes, businesses, a family, and a life I could never begin to untangle in a blog post. And because of that, I know there will be questions.
I also know there is no way I can explain nineteen years of marriage in a few paragraphs.
Nor should I.
Some things belong between two people. Some things belong to our children. And some things simply do not belong on the internet.
So I want to say this clearly from the beginning:
You will not see me airing private details or disparaging comments about him here. This decision was not born from scandal or drama, but rather from a series of revelations and honest conversations that brought things to a slow, grinding halt.
That does not mean the story is simple. It just means the whole story is not public property.
I also want to say this: Christian and I have always been good business partners. That part was real. We have created many things together and I will always honor that.
I don’t regret our years together or what we’ve built. We plan to remain friends and will continue to be partners in raising our children. We are both committed to navigating this in a way that protects them as much as possible.
This decision did not come lightly. It was not flippant. It was not casual. It was not born from one bad day.
And if it doesn’t make sense to you, that’s fine.
You haven’t lived my life. You haven’t been inside our relationship.
I realize that’s blunt, but I don’t mean it cruelly. It’s simply the truth.
So yes, from the outside, this looks fast. But from the inside, it has been a long time coming.
You see, I was raised to NOT air marriage troubles. Maybe that was right. Maybe it was wrong. I’m still sorting through that (yes, I have a therapist…). But that is what I did. I protected the private places. I kept the struggles off the internet and out of the community. I did not perform my pain in public so people would be prepared for the ending.
And I’m not sorry for that.
Therefore, I know people are surprised. Some are confused. Some may even be miffed that they didn’t know sooner.
But the truth is, people were not owed earlier access to something I was still trying to understand myself.
One of the most jarring parts of this process has been realizing how quickly people throw their own fears, beliefs, theology, pain, assumptions, and expectations on me when I tell them the news.
I know many don’t realize they’re doing it. But still…
When you’re in the middle of the most disorienting life change you’ve ever experienced, it is absolutely exhausting to be fielding everyone else’s reactions on top of your own grief.
So I will say this gently, but firmly:
Please know I have already wrestled—and continue to wrestle— with all of the questions, concerns, and judgments you may be tempted to send my way.
The disappointment.
The fear of what people would say.
The fear of being misunderstood.
The fear of letting people down.
The fear of blowing up the version of my life everyone thought they knew.
It is everything I can do to keep showing up in my tiny community and not become a complete hermit until people stop whispering and speculating.
But I am no longer willing to live my life from a place of fear of what others will think.
That doesn’t mean this is easy.
It is not.
It is grief and fear and sadness. It is also relief and clarity and hope. And everything is tangled together in an impossible knot.
As for what this online space will look like moving forward, I’ll still be here. Probably even more than before.
Writing is how I make sense of my life, and this next chapter will give me plenty to untangle, rebuild, and understand.
I’ll still be cooking. Still riding. Still gardening. Still building (I’m keeping the Soda Fountain and nothing will change there). Still asking hard questions. Still chasing old ways in a world that seems hell-bent on making us forget them.
But some things will shift, because my life is shifting.
I’ll also be writing about starting over, solo homesteading, and creating a new home. (I’m closing on a new homestead this week, just a few miles from our current one. I’ll tell you more about that soon.) I won’t be sharing private details of my relationship, but I will share what it means for me to grieve, rebuild, start over, and become.
Some of my more personal pieces may live behind a paywall, because that feels safer to me right now. Not because I’m trying to be mysterious, but because there is a difference between being honest and handing the rawest parts of your life over to the entire internet to critique.
People will make of this what they will. Some will understand. Some won’t. Some will stay. Some will leave.
Some people have already fallen away. Others have shown up for me in ways I’ll never forget.
That has been one of the surprising gifts in the middle of all this. Pain clarifies.
It shows you what was real and what was performative. And it shows you who can sit beside you in the ashes without needing you to explain every flame.
So this is where I am.
I’m not fixed. Not polished. Not finished. I’ve cried in public more in the last month than I ever have before. I’m certainly not offering a five-step lesson from the other side.
I’m just here.
Starting over.
Grieving what was.
Feeling hopeful for the future.
And walking toward what comes next.
-Jill
P.S. If you are a personal friend and this is the first time you’re hearing this, I’m sorry. I’ve tried to directly tell as many people as I could, but these conversations are heavy, and I’m tired. I know I’ve unintentionally missed some people. Please know that wasn’t because you don’t matter.
You go girl! Pure inspiration as always. We are here to learn and live. You are doing it. Beyond happy for you. Always anticipating your next blog post. Thank you for sharing your writing- it has helped me make sense of my world and continues to inspire.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
You owe no one an explanation for the private parts of your life.
You are a true blessing to all that have known you in any manner or form.
Exactly!!
Oh Miss Jill, I am so sorry you are going through this. I cant even imagine the pain and heaviness you are feeling. I always appreciate your openness and honesty. I love that in a person. I am praying for you and your family. I am not one that will fall away from you and your content.
As a member of the group, been there and done that, I want to say that we hear you and do not judge. The road is long but you will have many of us to share the load. Hugs.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
Jill.
I just want you to know that I’m thinking of you and your family. I walked a similar path myself last year after a 30-year marriage, so I understand how complex and emotional this kind of transition can be. Sometimes we share a chapter of life with someone, and even when paths begin to look different, it doesn’t take away from the love, respect, and everything that was real and meaningful along the way. I truly wish you, Christian, and the kids peace and strength as you move forward.
I’ve been a casual follower at best for the last several years but I wanted to comment to send some support. I made the choice last month to close a 14 year marriage and I feel exactly what you describe. Thank you for sharing this starting over season. Some of us need the solidarity.
I’ve been there. I’ve done that. It hurts like hell. It rips you apart but it’s the best you can do. I wish you healing and joy and balance. You have my sympathies.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Prayers for healing for you and yours moving forward.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m so sorry. I’m not going anywhere.
Take time to grieve. Life is complicated. One breath one step at a time.
Amen Sister. You don’t owe any of us anything. You only need to think of yourself and your kids and what the next steps look like for you. I can’t say I’ve ever commented here before, just read what you’ve written. But I wanted to tell you. You go girl, we got your back.
Holding space for you dear sister. Thank you for sharing and I realize it was hard for you to do that. Prayers for both of you and your precious children as you navigate the next chapters of your lives. My husband and I have been separated for almost a year and have three children together. I am also trying to navigate life the best I can. I appreciate your honesty and look forward to hearing and seeing more from you. God bless you all.
I’m sorry that you’re going through this difficult time. I’ve not experienced this, so I won’t offer advice. I’ve followed you online for years and have learned so much from you. I’ll continue to follow you. I’ll pray for you and your family. I know from your words over the years that you have a really great head on your shoulders and you’ll be just fine. I’m glad you have a community that can lift you up. You’ve got a friend from a tiny, little town called Bauxite, Arkansas that will continue to support you!
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
Sending prayers of hope and encouragement to you and your family. Continue to preserve your dignity.
Jill, I went through exactly what you are going through about 15 years ago. Me and my kids dad divorced and I took my youngest with me, the older one was a senior in HS and wanted to stay with his dad. We had no lawyers involved at this time and we just sat down and agreed on things. He could see and talk to the youngest at any time and was involved with his school stuff. We didnt bad mouth each other and we were not going to use the kids as pawns. It was had on the youngest, he was 11 and he was mad at me for leaving, but after about 3 or 4 months on our own , he said to me one day “mom you are so much happier and smile more after we left dad” that floored me. After about a year or so, me and his father became friends again. 5 years later I got remarried. My new husband told me that he never feared me going back to my ex because he drives you crazy. But he was still my best friend up until he passed. We called each other everyday. I always loved and cared about him, his feelings, his hurts and his wellbeing, but I was not in love with him. You have a lot to go through and to figure out but it will be worth it. You are stronger than you think and you will truly find yourself and find your happiness!
I went through that very same thing in a small town too. And I had to find a new identity as my life was blog writing about life as a farm wife… And I realize while it’s gut wrenching, there is a new freedom in finding you. It takes courage and guts to forge a new life. You go girl! Sending you hugs from Moscow
Oh my dear, I am sending you both big virtual hugs and strength and courage and love for this time.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
Jill… been through that myself, and know how hard and disrupting it can be. I wish you all the best in your healing and starting over.
So sorry. Healing takes time. Wishing the best for your children, you & him.
As someone who had to leave a long marriage recently, I can understand your process and there is no need to share more than you have. I am not to a point where I understand what joy is but eventually, the days will go by and I wish you peace in this transition.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
My heart goes out to you and Christian both. It’s hard. I’ve been there too.
I will pray that the good Lord carries you both in His arms and in His great love and continues to guide you both.
Aw, I’m so sorry to hear. I’ve really enjoyed your emails! I bet you’re really looking forward to the Resurrection… it’ll be good to have all the issues, physical and otherwise, finally fixed, and to be wholly loved and cherished. Love to you from Ohio. ?
Wishing you, Christian and your children the best. You are an inspiration to me in so many ways.
My heart goes out to you and Christian both. It’s hard. I’ve been there.
I will pray that our Good Lord will carry you both His arms of love and continue to guide you through life’s ups and downs.
I’m so sorry..prayers
Thinking of each of you. God bless you as you all work hard to find your new normal and continue to get through another day
I’ve followed you from Cheyenne off and on for years now, and I have to say that this news gives me even more respect for you. I am going through the exact same revelations at the moment — with two young children and an uncertain future to boot — and it helps so, so much to read your beautiful words. I am feeling the exact same way, and the weight of it all is crushing at times. It gives me hope though, to know you can do it and look forward with your head held high. And solo homesteading — what an opportunity that I hope to make for myself one day! — will make you even better off as a result. I look forward to reading more about your healing journey ahead. You can do this (and so can I)!
Jill,
No problem here. It’s your life and you have to live it so that it supports and takes you forward in life. Whatever happens happens and I wish the very best for you and your family.
Did it.
It’s hard.
The important thing is—everything gets better after this. It’s about having the courage to make the change you need.
That’s okay.
But it’s powerfully hard to do in a small town. And with the internet watching.
Take the time you need to heal.
You can do this!
Thank you for the kind words and encouragement.
Jill,
No judgment here. Hurting for all of you.
Hugs from Casper.
I really appreciate your honesty. I will continue to read whatever you wish to publish with no judgement or expectation attached. I really enjoyed reading your posts.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support.
Jill. I have admired you from afar for years. I admire you even more now. I’ve lived through divorce and I want you to know you are in my prayers as you navigate the new chapters of your life. God bless you my friend.
Thank you for your kind words and support. I truly appreciate it.
I’m so sorry you are going through this. My daughter, married 25 years, has been going through the same thing so I can relate to the stress you are experiencing. They are trying to remain friends also but when it come down to the division of assets, things can become contentious. It’s hard but you seem like a strong woman so hang in there, life is short so enjoy and make yourself happy.
I hear and feel this so deeply Jill.
May the good memories one day over ride the hard ones and help mend both your hearts.
May your hope help you put one foot in front of the other on your toughest day.
Your kindness, compassion, strength and wisdom has always shone brightly through all your ups and downs, and it continues to shine even in this very difficult post.
Sending you and your heart a hug and all the support with this new chapter.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m so sorry. Praying for you and your family. Thank you for sharing.
I was for sure very shocked. I am so sorry! GOD BLESS You as you travel this bumpy new road of life.
Thank you for your support. I really appreciate it.
Bless you. You’re certainly a blessing to so many people. Wishing you all the best for a happy, thriving future.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m so sorry for what you are going through, Jill! Hang in there – the morning will come! Praying for you and all your family…
Thank you.
Like so many others, I have been in your position, never expecting to be. It is a hard personal decision and I applaud the strength you are showing in sharing. You and Christian are really the only ones who know all of your situation, and that is how it should be. I am sending hugs and love your way.
Thank you for your kind words and support.
You are very brave. I have been through this, it now seems like a lifetime ago… and it was. I can’t imagine the pressure of doing it publicly, but you can do it! ” Other people’s opinion of me is none of my business.” This quote has been helpful to me. Going through it is hard, but the other side will be worth it. Hang in there!!!
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
Jill, thank you for sharing. For you, writing helps clarify and heal your pain; I know this was an agonizing decision for you all; it is a powerful piece of writing to read. Every word you typed out is truth.
As someone who has followed you for a very long time, it’s sad to read, but also comforting to know you’re making the correct decision for YOU. I wish you all the best in your future and we still hope to mosey through your part of this universe in our future and hope to meet IRL.
Thanks so much for the kind words. I really appreciate it. <3
You have always been an inspiration. This does not change who you are. With the Lord by your side each day the light will shine brighter.
I love the way you write so that the words become visual for me. One of your sentences is very powerful for me in where you said “And it shows you who can sit beside you in the ashes without needing you to explain every flame.” Years ago I heard a pastor preach on the topic of showing up for someone while they are in grief and pain and just sitting with them. No words need to be said, nothing needs to be explained, you just BE with the person in that space. I have had friends just BE for me during some dark days in my journey of life, and I pray that when needed, you can have someone just BE for you.
You never cease to amaze me. I don’t know you at all other than subscribing to your newsletter for many years. But all I can say is you seem to grow stronger and stronger each year and I take inspiration from that. Thank you.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m not going anywhere… You’ve been such a sweet and familiar friend and mentor since my youngest were babies and we were just discovering the joys of old fashioned living! I love you!
Please know that I am holding you in my thoughts and prayers through this painful time. I have been through it and come out on the other side. On some dark nights, it felt like the pain and loss would never end; I look back now and wonder where the time went? I won’t lie and tell you “time heals all wounds,” it still hurts sometimes. But since the reset of my life, there are more good times than pain. God has a plan, and I am excited to see what that looks like for you moving forward. I know the time will come when I will be homesteading on my own (my husband has many serious health issues…) , so I will be following your journey, learning from you, and supporting you in prayer along the way!
~JoannaLeona
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
You don’t owe any explanations. This is your life to live as you feel best. No one can understand another’s pain because every circumstance is different. My heart is breaking for the struggles you are facing, but I also know you are a strong and resilient woman. I can’t wait to hear about your solo homesteading adventure.
I am thrilled you are being true to yourself and doing what is best for yourself and your family. I can imagine that was an immensely difficult choice to make, and am sure that you are experiencing a lot of different emotions as you navigate these difficult transitions.
It never ceases to amaze me how you can approach the things in your life in a way where you are able to see the hope in it, and use it to grow as a person. You really are an inspiration, and you truly are wonderful at articulating your experiences and feelings in your blog posts.
I had the pleasure to meet you in person a few years ago at a homesteaders event in upstate NY, which really meant a great deal to me because you are the major reason I discovered homesteading many years ago now.
I will be saying prayers for you and your family.
You are an amazing person. You show so much love and passion through your writing and videos. We love you. Personal life is personal, and I agree it is not for public speculation. It is yours.
Focus on what you need to. Remember to breathe. You can do new things. You can do what you need and or want to do.
Y’all are amazing!
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
Absolutely! You speak for many of us. Thank you.
Jill, you’ve always been so honest and real. I appreciate you, and will keep supporting.
Praying for you
I have watched and supported you and your family for years. I can’t even remember how I found you. My heart hurts for what was, but now excited for your new start.
I’m not going to pretend to know how you feel. And you don’t owe any of us anything more. At 68 years old I’ve known a few couples who have split. No 2 circumstances are the same. You do what you need to do. I’ll continue looking forward to your writings. God bless you and help you heal.
Sending love, strength, peace and strength to you and your entire family Jill. Zero judgement, we are each far from
Perfect- simply humans learning as we go, here to support one another in both good times and bad.
Wish I could reach through this computer & give you a great big hug but since I can’t I will just hug you with prayers. The only advice I will give is don’t forget to take care of yourself… I’ll be here & rooting for you all the way.
Jill, I have been following you for a very long time (since before or possibly right after your 1st book, I forget.) and I have watched you grow, change, learn, get knocked down and pull yourself back up again and again and I don’t plan on stopping now. You are an amazing woman and your courage, strength, and bulldog-like tenacity is fuel to my own fire when my own life gets hard because I saw you get back up and get through it time and time again. I appreciate all that you do and put in the public eye. I am so sorry you are going through this right now and my heart goes out to you, your kids, and Christian. I hope all the best things for each of you. When it feels like the road is long, dark, and lonely, know that you are being thought of and rooted for all the way.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
No judgement here. But prayers and hugs for you and your family in this difficult time. Been there, done that. Here if you need a shoulder.
Thank you.
No judgement from here….just lifting you up in prayer!
We are all flawed human beings doing our best. As one who has been divorced with small children over 30 years ago, I totally get it. Looking back, I’m so grateful for what I’ve learned and for the person I’ve grown into. You owe no one any details and I very much look forward to reading more about your future endeavors.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
Blessings Jill for Peace & Future Happiness that’s on a Fast Track to You
Been there. It isn’t easy. Give it some time, and life will be good again. My thoughts will be with you as you work through this transition.
Sweet Jill,
No advice or judgement. Just love and prayers, for you and your family.
You are very brave and I thank you for letting your readers/followers know what is going on with you personally. No additional explanations or posts about why you’re not providing Prairie Homestead updates are needed.
In this transition, there should be some opportunity(ies) for you to continue to do what you love. There are many people cheering for you.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
Oh, Jill…I’m facing the same situation myself after 22 years of marriage. Thank you for sharing so honestly. I’ve found that there’s no good way to share news like this, and not everyone will understand…but the people who matter do. Thinking of you and your kiddos as you adjust to your new normal. Big hugs!
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3 Please know that I'm rooting for you in your own life journey, too.
Hey – don’t forget to laugh: remember- ‘Where there’s a Jill, there’s a way!’ ??Jill M.
I’ve been through a divorce too and it is so, so hard. I’m sorry you are having to experience it in the public eye. You’ve been an inspiration to me for years and you continue to be. Sending love to each of you.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
I’m not here to judge you or anything about your life. I began following to learn from you. It seems that is not going to change. We’re all just humans, doing human things, lifting you up in prayer a you continue to walk your journey of life. Peace and love to you and your family.
Oh, Jill, my heart is breaking for you and your family. Like many other posters, I have known the grief and pain of this. But God still comes through, still loves all of you, and will still wrap His arms around you and your family, even if you don’t feel it. I’m not going anywhere – your wisdom and bravery have been a constant in my learning-to-homestead life, and it’s appreciated. What you post or don’t post is totally a you decision – and no one has the right to expect or demand anything else. I would willingly sit with you in the silence, my internet friend. Praying for wisdom as you go through this.
Jill, I’m another member of the “been there, done that” club. You have shared a very difficult truth in a kind, thoughtful way, and I admire that. I appreciate your teaching style and have learned much from you over the years. This news doesn’t change or take away from that. I hope you find peace and joy in small and large ways as you move forward. Love from Kansas.
God bless you and Christian. May you both find peace and happiness. Separation is an extremely personal and painful thing to go through. I hope that you both find healing and grow and learn what you were meant to as part of the process.
Seek Jesus. He’s the ultimate healer.
All I want to say is I give you all of my love and support- you owe us nothing!
I’m so very sorry that you are going through this and that you’ve been forced to share this very private, painful part of your life journey with the world.
We’re still here, and I look forward to seeing you bloom in ways you couldn’t have imagined on the other side of all this. I’m praying for peace, clarity, and grace as you navigate this difficult time.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
In all ways, in all things, lean on Him, the One who holds you in His palm.
I’m currently going through a HARD divorce after 19 years of marriage. I’m just getting to the point where I don’t think so much about people’s judgment or opinions. It gets easier every day. There’s a plan for every single person and this is just part of your story.
Virtual hugs friend <3
It cracks you open and rips you apart, but then the growth comes and let me tell you, the forest grows greener after a fire!
Everything is always working out for you. You’ll see. You are so strong. You got this.
I’ve been a quiet follower for many years. I have always appreciated your genuineness and honesty. I’ve been through a divorce and it’s hard. Hoping for strength, clarity and gentleness to come your way.
Thanks so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate it. <3
Sorry to hear this but you do what you need to do! I will still follow you, I’ve learned so much from you. I admire your leap of faith when you bought the soda fountain… you inspire me ! I haven’t gone through a divorce but I did lose my husband 15 years ago and it is all life-changing, no matter whether it’s divorce or death. You will be fine!
Honesty and authenticity trump shiny and perfect, every time. You continue to inspire. Cheering for your new day!
I made my best friend just a few years back, as she picked up her frozen chickens from my farm and I casually asked “how are you?”
She broke down and said “I’m getting divorced”. We talked for hours, in my driveway, total strangers at the start. A random internet sales transaction.
We live in a small town, I was a recent transplant, and she felt safe telling and outsider bc she already knew the judgement from the small town church folk.
So, thank you for sharing when you didn’t need to, and I hope in sharing that you make some new best friends along the way.
Hi there Jill. So very sorry you are going through this struggle, and you owe an explanation to no one. That’s an unfortunate aspect of having a public sort of life – everything things they need to know everything about everyone, all the details. It’s not that they really care, they just want to know. I was raised as an IFB, and actually managed to avoid marriage until my late 30’s. I was clear about the fact I didn’t want a family. Then I stumbled and got married. We were together for 17 years. It took me a long time to come to the realization that I’d married the wrong person for the wrong reasons, even as “on it” as I thought I had been. Then I had to grapple with the whole concept of getting un-married and alllllllll that goes with it. I’m not trying in any way to take away from your story, really just want to say that I’ve been there and I’m holding space for you as you move through this new territory. One of the hardest things we can do in life is be honest with ourselves and even harder is to act on that honesty. Many blessings.
We may have never met. But, that doesn’t matter too me. When i can back to this life of urban homesteading {for now} you have been a shining and guiding light for me. All I can do is send prayers from Florida. I do mean this sincerely.
Sorry to hear that you are going through this. I am also going through a divorce, and I will say that there is something to be said that you both agree on the divorce. Not agreeing on it makes it so hard. But either way, things will be better on the other side. Thinking of you.
Peace and love to you and yours. Transitions of any kind are hard. Stay true to yourself, and be kind to yourself.
Wow… so much deep respect for you in this moment, Jill. I can’t even begin to imagine how hard this has been for you on every level.
Jill first off I’m sorry you have to walk this road. It is long, hard and heartbreaking. I walked mine 17 yrs ago and came through bruised, battered and happy. I hear you, I’m praying for you and your family. My mantra was “Lord help me” and breathe. Know your in my thoughts.
Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it.
Jill
This new journey is hard, it is difficult! Much like the trails that passed through that part of Wyoming, it was hard, it was difficult. My heart and prayers are with you, Christian and the kids. I so struggled through my divorce, and to be honest on occasion, even after 30+ years, I still struggled with the fall out. But there are many things that I am grateful for . . . strength, confidence, leadership, compassion, growth, knowledge of who to trust and who not to, many more things, last be not least I am good in my own skin! Take courage from the ruts of those trails and from those sweet prairie supports that have enveloped you into their arms.
Sending love and all the best to you and your family!!! Life is hard and you gotta do what is right for your situation. I know there are no appropriate words but I support you all the way.
God I ask that you surround Jill & her family. Tough decisions at times need to made & can bring great pain/grief. God you know all the details & know the future for both Jill & Chris. We thank you for always being there for all of us, loving us, guiding us, weeping along side of us, & filling our hearts with hope.
To God be the glory!
God will get you through this. You were an intro me when I stumbled upon your YouTube channel back in 2018. I had just found out I had breast cancer, your videos helped me get through the side effects of chemo and sleepless nights. Because of you I learned how to make homemade bread, garden and cook more homemade meals for my family. No matter what goes on in life you’re an inspiration to all who stumble on your channel or blog. This will pass and you’ll come out stronger than ever before!
Thank you for the kind words and support. I appreciate it. Please know that I’m rooting for you in your own life’s journey, too.
Oh, Jill. I’ve been following you for 4-5 years now, and you helped me grow in so many ways over the years. I even met you at the soda fountain when passing through Wyoming. And it’s been a very rough 4 years and was when I had the dream of getting to meet you. I haven’t seen you much on social media lately, mostly because I know you stepped back, and recently I have too. And my reasons for it are for the same as you are going through. And I’m struggling to navigate this as it’s something I never thought I’d go through. Just know, you are connected to so many people and have given so many hope. And you are not alone in this very hard chapter of life. When I saw your new post about a new home I was confused as I hadn’t seen this blog yet and after reading this, with tears in my eyes, it gave me a little sense of hope in a time of such sadness and confusion and worry. And I will be watching my email much closer now for your blog posts to keep up with your journey. You are truly special and have touched so many. Sending love to Wyoming, from the flint hills of Kansas.
Thank you so much for your kind words and support. Please know that I’m rooting for you in your journey right now, too. All the best.
I have been following your blog on and off since 2012, and I don’t know what to say. Just know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers for whatever lies ahead of you.
Thank you for your kind words and comfort. I appreciate it.